human is a group behavior spesies.u can't live alone.
i can't live alone.
i can't bear the feeling of lonelyness.
its so cold. so soulless. so choiceless. so dark. so gloomy.
therefore, i need friends.
i'm proud to say that, i have a quite big of circle of influence.
i like to make friends around me.
indeed, i reluctant to miss any chances that i can meet my friends,
or any simple words to keep in touch.
i hate oneself taking lunch or dinner.
i dislike shopping or hanging around my own.
i refuse to walk alone to campus.
i always say no to myself to take bus alone to back hometown.
i'm afraid these happen on me. truely.
on the other hand, i'm not putting all my time together with friends.
i'm human being, and as a ordinary man, i need privacy too.
while balancing the time spend, i prefer midnight as my private time.
because i like the midnight's atmosphere the most.
its so silent. so quiet. so tranquility. so serenity. so harmony.
thus, most probably i done my things in midnight.
undoubtedly, this is also one of the reason why i always sleep late.
at that time, i enjoy alone.
i comfort myself in that forbidding lonelyness.
and i strong restrict for people be with me.
listening to the radio.
looking the photograph on my bedroom floor.
reading the book i like.
surfing for my desire.
doing the heavy assignment.
i can do whatever i attempting to do.
my unhealthy lifestyle is practicing for so long.
however, it was just to fulfill my isolate mind's needs.
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